oct the 20th

its oct the 20th.. not very significant.. 29 more days..
realised every wk is passing faster and faster.. i'm losing track of time.. i'm losing the race against it
i cant put myself down to doing what many pple say we shld be doing.. preparing for exam..
so i decided i shall slack for today n do wat i want to do.. go play sepak tawrak later? see if michael wanna go with me anot
i realised my hall is very dark.. because i live on the first level, i try not to open the windows so that dust wun come in.. n because of that.. no sunlight is coming in.. n the room becomes very very dark.. i wonder why i was allocated the 1st level.. no doubt its very convenient.. but its also very unstrategic.. its so exposed n i feel no privacy when i open the door n walk out topless to bath .. but who cares?? haha
i managed to sleep for a total of 1 hrs from ytd to now.. i tink i'm slowly but surely mastering the skillof keeping awake day n nite.. my fren used to tell me i'm playing with my lifespan.. but i realli don wan to sleep.. sleeping means i'm alone.. n i hate it

24th sept

had such a happy day today.. why did i end up tokkin abt army life with 2 frens when i came home.. felt so sian tokkin abt it.. those unhappiness our dpt face n the different personalities in the 3 of us that made workin together such a chore.. plus pple all ard been so mature, n do things.. only things that they r supposed to do.. maybe that's life..
oh but today i went out with a 'special' someone.. heh.. that person is rily special.. had a great time with that fren.. tink u'll be tinkin i'm blur blur n lazy after that ba.. but i'm rily not that lazy de.. u noe i just had a 1 hr walk home after watching soccer coz i missed the last bus.. haha okie that's such a dumb reason.. but its true.. i din noe the last bus ends so early..
hope u had a great day today.. i had it.. hope its the same for u..
n nice seein u ytd js.. so glad our friendship is still so strong after so long.. u r one of my longest lasting fren already o.. let mi count.. 8 yrs already?
haha.. hapi~

wat my bday means..hmm~

Your Birthdate: September 14

With a birthday on the 14th of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas, and you are also very good at organization and systematizing. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel. You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine, and rebel against it. You have a tendency to shirk responsibility.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

17th sept

4th blog in as many days le.. went for jingxiang's farewell 'supper' today.. met up with jx, sq and one of jx's fren.. quite a frenly chad.. we chatted abit, luffed at some funy jokes.. n saw the burning of the plastic roofing of the building beside beauty world.. the one to the rite of beauty world.. was quite a site becoz when the roofing first starts to burn, we tot it was some sort of a firework until we saw the fire at the ground building up.. hmm.. maybe that's the best farewell party for a person..haha..lame.. anyway so sorri jx~ mi n sq din warn u bout the route to taking us home.. cause u to take a circular ride in sending the 2 of us back.. don be frustrated k? going england tmr liao.. hope u enjoy ur life there

16th sept

iqa is coming again.. next tues.. lionel said he settled everything already n is ready for iqa.. den today friday he took off, i went to check the equipment maintainence files.. all haven been updated for nearly a mth.. according to last iqa standards one equipment checklist file = 1 mark.. if the checkers had come n seen these files, we probably wun have max marks cut off.. dono wat the heck they r doing.. fine even though we all slack, but these basic things.. at least u have to watch out for rite? wat duty medic check the files.. common sense can tell u that nearly 90% of duty medics wun take initiative to check the files except those rily 'careful' one.. n i dono wat happened to the dpt.. if i'm not wrong.. the invoice which is supposed to be submitted by 10 each mth is still in txt.. waiting for wat? waiting for mi to come back n do ah? if we delay by too long n the fine comes in who's going to settle? mi ah? u all got lotsa excuses one rite?.. sianz.. okie i'm sorry for constantly leaving the dpt.. okiez.. monday if alex will stay behind i can stay overnite with him to touch up everything.. (where cant u all noe wat is the impt one n wat is not)? paperwork is more impt den packing the stores nicely.. we r not setting up a toy shop for customers to shop ard.. okie sorri i not i'm getting very sarcastic.. =(
last nite had a nice tok with ljr at nite.. over india.. over pple.. came to realise.. maybe something that we already noe.. 21sa pple r so much closer to each other den other units.. though we have alot of quarrels but we still can stand together.. hiak.. den today ljr made mi so pissed off over the venturi mask thing den i scold him back.. den end up he just walk away like that.. i was tinking.. it rily wasnt my fault wat.. but den when i saw his sms saying sori he was just having bad mood coz he got scolded in mc.. i start to tink.. feel quite awkward also.. but again.. tis is first time i'm gettin on the end of a aftermath of one's temper.. like a guinea pig.. 1st time..
singing was fun.. did i sing too many jay chou's songs? sorri..

14th sept

am i desperate for a girlfriend?.. admit some girls r easier to tok to.. like a say coz opposite sexes tend to offer a better listening ears to each other.. but frens i considered closest to mi r still some guys.. n why shld i be desperate for a girlfriend.. i'm not even tinkin of findin one now.. wonder wat gave u tis impression..
bday today.. greatest hope was to see my dad come back.. dono if he will later in the day.. but i going out now.. (1.30pm).. probably wun see u today le.. another yr just pass like tis.. 9 more mths to ord.. n that's abt all.. going back work tmr le.. holiday over..
when i meet u later.. pls don tell mi anything dumb.. its a no no~..=)

13th sept

the day b4 i turn 20, become old le, someone said i'm not teenager already, is a young adult now, i don feel young anymore too.. tinkin maturing.. like the rest of them.. but isnt it sad.. to leave behind a period of time when there's no worries n no responsibilities.. of coz i noe tis time is unavoidable.. yar so i'll just try my best to adapt ba.. actually i hate bdays.. i like other's bday but not my own.. its a depressing time.. there r pple who help me celebrate n wish mi well n so on n so on.. but i don like to celebrate it.. coz i don like pple being nice to mi not 4 wat we r but simply for mi having bday.. like.. i rather a nice gesture done from deep down the heart, coz of wat i've done for that person or becoz that person rily tank mi for influencing their life in one way or another.. sigh... few more hrs to 20 le..
thx for the present.. n its been nice going out with u today.. haven had chance to tok with u like we did today.. for almost over a yr.. =) thx

wat sort of life am i leadin now

ever since i broke up like 2 mths ago.. i tot that will signal the start of a new life for mi.. initially i did had more time to ask some of my friends who i haven seen for some time out.. interacting n keepin up with more frens who i mite otherwise have just lost contact with.. n for a period of time i tot i had no interest in girls.. haha i tot.. girls make great frens emotionally while guys make great loyal frens who's most willin to help u in the hardest of circumstances.. yesh those 2 pts still stand.. but recently i met tis girl who i tink made my heart fonder for a time being.. a girl who i'm trying to forget coz esp after some of my frens confirmed wat i had always tot.. n that is there may be nice girls out there who u like alot.. but circumstances n environment count alot in choosin a partner.. n i just guess probably with the sort of education we singaporeans r receiving now.. the idea of findin someone compatible is more oblivious in us den ever.. not to put down those with lower educations coz i noe of some who r great pple too.. but just sayin that singapore seems to be a environment where compatibility counts alot esp in the eyes of fellow frens n families.. n whether one shld actually bother with how others see him/her n his/her partner or just be ignorant towards other's views n words.. i still dono the answer

xiao wei~

finally i had a satisfying day doing wat i enjoyed the most~.. being able to wake up late.. watch some animes.. n going sleep again until evenin.. den wakin up to go makan a weddin dinner.. that's like such a ideal day.. =) only down was andy couldnt make it for the mahjong session tonite so it was cancelled.. but still the weddin dinner more den made up for it le.. esp when i had the chance to see a few of my cousins who i had not been tokkin to for a yr or so.. let mi tok bout 2 of them~
i got 2 cousins called zhong xian n yi xue.. they used to stay at my place to be taken care of by my mum when they were young.. so for a few yrs my siblings n i lived with them.. played thru our childhood days.. those days were rily nice.. we nv fought for anything but had alot of fun n love with each other.. still rmm we will play act at home with each room being one's small home.. so to go to the other person's home(aka the room), u have to crawl thru this small hole we will set up with our mattress at the door.. plus we will play those console games for long period.. den one day when they r old enuff they went back to their parents.. n when my mum started to have conflicts with my dad's mum.. all of us started to drift apart.. n soon after.. we even cease to meet up on chinese new year.. perhaps the only time we gathered was on funerals n weddin nites.. so mi n my bro was rily glad to see the 2 of them tonite.. n we actually had the chance to tok towards the end of the dinner.. spontaneously went out of the room to catch up on each other.. hope in the future our generation's cousins will be able to keep in contact with each other more often.. now that we all are big le.. shld have more things to tok abt with each other too..
lastly.. my great-grand-daughter's birthday comin soon le.. happy bday minting~