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oct the 20th

2006-10-20T02:54:00.000-07:00

its oct the 20th.. not very significant.. 29 more days..
realised every wk is passing faster and faster.. i'm losing track of time.. i'm losing the race against it
i cant put myself down to doing what many pple say we shld be doing.. preparing for exam..
so i decided i shall slack for today n do wat i want to do.. go play sepak tawrak later? see if michael wanna go with me anot
i realised my hall is very dark.. because i live on the first level, i try not to open the windows so that dust wun come in.. n because of that.. no sunlight is coming in.. n the room becomes very very dark.. i wonder why i was allocated the 1st level.. no doubt its very convenient.. but its also very unstrategic.. its so exposed n i feel no privacy when i open the door n walk out topless to bath .. but who cares?? haha
i managed to sleep for a total of 1 hrs from ytd to now.. i tink i'm slowly but surely mastering the skillof keeping awake day n nite.. my fren used to tell me i'm playing with my lifespan.. but i realli don wan to sleep.. sleeping means i'm alone.. n i hate it

24th sept

2005-09-24T10:55:00.000-07:00

had such a happy day today.. why did i end up tokkin abt army life with 2 frens when i came home.. felt so sian tokkin abt it.. those unhappiness our dpt face n the different personalities in the 3 of us that made workin together such a chore.. plus pple all ard been so mature, n do things.. only things that they r supposed to do.. maybe that's life..
oh but today i went out with a 'special' someone.. heh.. that person is rily special.. had a great time with that fren.. tink u'll be tinkin i'm blur blur n lazy after that ba.. but i'm rily not that lazy de.. u noe i just had a 1 hr walk home after watching soccer coz i missed the last bus.. haha okie that's such a dumb reason.. but its true.. i din noe the last bus ends so early..
hope u had a great day today.. i had it.. hope its the same for u..
n nice seein u ytd js.. so glad our friendship is still so strong after so long.. u r one of my longest lasting fren already o.. let mi count.. 8 yrs already?
haha.. hapi~

wat my bday means..hmm~

2005-09-17T23:37:00.000-07:00

Your Birthdate: September 14

With a birthday on the 14th of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.
You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas, and you are also very good at organization and systematizing.
You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.

You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.
Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine, and rebel against it.
You have a tendency to shirk responsibility.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

17th sept

2005-09-17T10:21:00.000-07:00

4th blog in as many days le.. went for jingxiang's farewell 'supper' today.. met up with jx, sq and one of jx's fren.. quite a frenly chad.. we chatted abit, luffed at some funy jokes.. n saw the burning of the plastic roofing of the building beside beauty world.. the one to the rite of beauty world.. was quite a site becoz when the roofing first starts to burn, we tot it was some sort of a firework until we saw the fire at the ground building up.. hmm.. maybe that's the best farewell party for a person..haha..lame.. anyway so sorri jx~ mi n sq din warn u bout the route to taking us home.. cause u to take a circular ride in sending the 2 of us back.. don be frustrated k? going england tmr liao.. hope u enjoy ur life there

16th sept

2005-09-16T13:01:00.000-07:00

iqa is coming again.. next tues.. lionel said he settled everything already n is ready for iqa.. den today friday he took off, i went to check the equipment maintainence files.. all haven been updated for nearly a mth.. according to last iqa standards one equipment checklist file = 1 mark.. if the checkers had come n seen these files, we probably wun have max marks cut off.. dono wat the heck they r doing.. fine even though we all slack, but these basic things.. at least u have to watch out for rite? wat duty medic check the files.. common sense can tell u that nearly 90% of duty medics wun take initiative to check the files except those rily 'careful' one.. n i dono wat happened to the dpt.. if i'm not wrong.. the invoice which is supposed to be submitted by 10 each mth is still in txt.. waiting for wat? waiting for mi to come back n do ah? if we delay by too long n the fine comes in who's going to settle? mi ah? u all got lotsa excuses one rite?.. sianz.. okie i'm sorry for constantly leaving the dpt.. okiez.. monday if alex will stay behind i can stay overnite with him to touch up everything.. (where cant u all noe wat is the impt one n wat is not)? paperwork is more impt den packing the stores nicely.. we r not setting up a toy shop for customers to shop ard.. okie sorri i not i'm getting very sarcastic.. =(
last nite had a nice tok with ljr at nite.. over india.. over pple.. came to realise.. maybe something that we already noe.. 21sa pple r so much closer to each other den other units.. though we have alot of quarrels but we still can stand together.. hiak.. den today ljr made mi so pissed off over the venturi mask thing den i scold him back.. den end up he just walk away like that.. i was tinking.. it rily wasnt my fault wat.. but den when i saw his sms saying sori he was just having bad mood coz he got scolded in mc.. i start to tink.. feel quite awkward also.. but again.. tis is first time i'm gettin on the end of a aftermath of one's temper.. like a guinea pig.. 1st time..
singing was fun.. did i sing too many jay chou's songs? sorri..

14th sept

2005-09-13T22:24:00.000-07:00

am i desperate for a girlfriend?.. admit some girls r easier to tok to.. like a say coz opposite sexes tend to offer a better listening ears to each other.. but frens i considered closest to mi r still some guys.. n why shld i be desperate for a girlfriend.. i'm not even tinkin of findin one now.. wonder wat gave u tis impression..
bday today.. greatest hope was to see my dad come back.. dono if he will later in the day.. but i going out now.. (1.30pm).. probably wun see u today le.. another yr just pass like tis.. 9 more mths to ord.. n that's abt all.. going back work tmr le.. holiday over..
when i meet u later.. pls don tell mi anything dumb.. its a no no~..=)

13th sept

2005-09-13T05:22:00.000-07:00

the day b4 i turn 20, become old le, someone said i'm not teenager already, is a young adult now, i don feel young anymore too.. tinkin maturing.. like the rest of them.. but isnt it sad.. to leave behind a period of time when there's no worries n no responsibilities.. of coz i noe tis time is unavoidable.. yar so i'll just try my best to adapt ba.. actually i hate bdays.. i like other's bday but not my own.. its a depressing time.. there r pple who help me celebrate n wish mi well n so on n so on.. but i don like to celebrate it.. coz i don like pple being nice to mi not 4 wat we r but simply for mi having bday.. like.. i rather a nice gesture done from deep down the heart, coz of wat i've done for that person or becoz that person rily tank mi for influencing their life in one way or another.. sigh... few more hrs to 20 le..
thx for the present.. n its been nice going out with u today.. haven had chance to tok with u like we did today.. for almost over a yr.. =) thx

wat sort of life am i leadin now

2005-05-29T08:55:00.000-07:00

ever since i broke up like 2 mths ago.. i tot that will signal the start of a new life for mi.. initially i did had more time to ask some of my friends who i haven seen for some time out.. interacting n keepin up with more frens who i mite otherwise have just lost contact with.. n for a period of time i tot i had no interest in girls.. haha i tot.. girls make great frens emotionally while guys make great loyal frens who's most willin to help u in the hardest of circumstances.. yesh those 2 pts still stand.. but recently i met tis girl who i tink made my heart fonder for a time being.. a girl who i'm trying to forget coz esp after some of my frens confirmed wat i had always tot.. n that is there may be nice girls out there who u like alot.. but circumstances n environment count alot in choosin a partner.. n i just guess probably with the sort of education we singaporeans r receiving now.. the idea of findin someone compatible is more oblivious in us den ever.. not to put down those with lower educations coz i noe of some who r great pple too.. but just sayin that singapore seems to be a environment where compatibility counts alot esp in the eyes of fellow frens n families.. n whether one shld actually bother with how others see him/her n his/her partner or just be ignorant towards other's views n words.. i still dono the answer

xiao wei~

2005-05-28T11:11:00.000-07:00

finally i had a satisfying day doing wat i enjoyed the most~.. being able to wake up late.. watch some animes.. n going sleep again until evenin.. den wakin up to go makan a weddin dinner.. that's like such a ideal day.. =) only down was andy couldnt make it for the mahjong session tonite so it was cancelled.. but still the weddin dinner more den made up for it le.. esp when i had the chance to see a few of my cousins who i had not been tokkin to for a yr or so.. let mi tok bout 2 of them~
i got 2 cousins called zhong xian n yi xue.. they used to stay at my place to be taken care of by my mum when they were young.. so for a few yrs my siblings n i lived with them.. played thru our childhood days.. those days were rily nice.. we nv fought for anything but had alot of fun n love with each other.. still rmm we will play act at home with each room being one's small home.. so to go to the other person's home(aka the room), u have to crawl thru this small hole we will set up with our mattress at the door.. plus we will play those console games for long period.. den one day when they r old enuff they went back to their parents.. n when my mum started to have conflicts with my dad's mum.. all of us started to drift apart.. n soon after.. we even cease to meet up on chinese new year.. perhaps the only time we gathered was on funerals n weddin nites.. so mi n my bro was rily glad to see the 2 of them tonite.. n we actually had the chance to tok towards the end of the dinner.. spontaneously went out of the room to catch up on each other.. hope in the future our generation's cousins will be able to keep in contact with each other more often.. now that we all are big le.. shld have more things to tok abt with each other too..
lastly.. my great-grand-daughter's birthday comin soon le.. happy bday minting~

heh.. i almost gave up on tis blog

2005-05-21T13:59:00.000-07:00

yeah.. i'm back after like 1 mth of absence from tis blog.. heh.. wonder if any of my fren still care to come n visit tis site anymore already..=( anyway i haven been updating tis site becoz there was a period of time when i felt pretty down.. n din rily wan to tok abt it.. while at the same time felt quite inapproriate if i force myself to write something i wasnt exactly tinkin about den.. so i stopped bloggin for a while.. n now i tink it will be a waste to stop tis site.. so i'm back~ heh..
oh well~.. anyway i just had a whole day in tuas today with jinquan doing mobile column cover for ndp rehearsal.. we were practically staying in the ambulance the whole day tokkin, starin into blank space n going to our dreamland the whole day..felt like dying during some pts of the day.. n got so bored coz my phone wasnt with mi so there was nothing i can do there.. i rily hate havin nothing to do.. n i'm not the sort of person who like to sit still or rest alot one as those who noes mi will noe i hate wasting time on sleepin.. so i hope i wun have to do much wkend ndp covers anymore.. :) but anyway the day spent with jinquan was much like the time we experience together during ex thunder warrior in new zealand.. i tink we r always spendin difficult times together.. from last yr's xmas stay-in to ex thunder warrior n to tis super duper boring cover, guess we r fated to experience the hard life in army together..hehe..
n yeah.. feel like tokkin bout my jc class now.. hah.. just got another couple le~ keegan n yimei~!.. congrats to u 2 ya~.. i tink it wasnt easy for u 2 to get together so now that u 2 got the courage to accept the relationship i rily hope u 2 can last foreva.. n to my special dearie senior.. rily sorri for not able to finish sendin the file the other day.. i forgot to warn my sis bout keepin the comp alive... haha.. i'll find a chance to make up for it k? meanwhile u free u come my area den i treat u spicy food lo.. =)

the new ambulance is going to be activated~

2005-04-17T03:58:00.000-07:00

hee. another sunday duty for mi.. oh~ i'm actually startin to appreciate weekend duties.. its a rily gd time to rest, do our own stuffs like catchin up on the past week's news, chat with frens online, watch some dvds, n do our own little stuffs like birthday presents n sorts.. i remember when i first came in there were seniors who were saying how they like weekend duties coz they were tired of going out to play every wkend.. i guess i understand wat they realli meant now.. i now prefer to just go out to see a few pple on wkends n den spending the rest of the time relaxin in my own world.. like hibernating in my little world.. =)
anyway last friday was fun.. mi going gedong camp with some army buddies to attend the ambulance course by our very own staff tan. we rily learnt alot of things on that day.. regardin both the new medical equipments n the ambulance functions.. n woah the ambulance was awesome, every possible casualty scenarios was well tot out n collaborated into the setup of the ambulance.. like the top stretcher booth of the ambulance=> it has this lever system that allows it to be lowered so that casualty can be loaded up before being lifted to the upper compartment.. whereas the older version of the ambulance requires manual manpower to load the casualty up n this is always being tot of to be dangerous due to the narrow space available.. n oh that is this new propaq that can measure bp, pr, rr, temp, ecg & sp02.. savin us the trouble of using so many different equipments to measure all these parameters.. so woaH rite..
hah.. alrite i tink i shall stop here.. p.s. "i feel like watchin house of fury.. but i tink the show's ending soon"

i'm not doing wat i rily like

2005-04-10T03:07:00.000-07:00

yest.. i went johor with shaun n co to et the seafood there.. went from ard 5+ pm n came back at nite at ard 10.. pretty fortunate to have jinxiang's car as it rily increase our speed of leavin msia.. wun wan to be standin at the causeway waitin for eternity to get out of it on a weekend nite, when i'm all tired n not exactly feelin very well..in fact i tink i had a flu last nite.. my eyes n nose were feelin watery but since they all wanted to go watch soccer i just went ahead like to ying chou them.. den after the 1 game i was kinda glad all of them wanted to go back den shaun wan mi to go watch a movie with him.. i dono y i agree maybe coz i;m not used to rejectin pple(which i tink i rily shld start to soon), n so i went to watch this show with him at cine.. i cant even rmm the name of the show coz i was so uninterested in it den i ended up just going to the theatre with him at 1.40am n sleepin in the theatre until the show ends n i had to take a nr home, reachin home at some 4+am, with a tuition to go the next day at 11.. plus going to meet weibin to check out the piano course at bishan... felt rily shagged.. n i tot weekend was supposed to be a time for pple to rest.. hiak.. i gotta stay at home next sat n not go anywhere already.. YeSh..
anyway i'm so glad the course doesnt haf a day that mi n weibin could both fit in(which effectively is only sunday) so the money i was saving up for could be used to buy so many other things like keegan's photo frame, mummy's present n john's shirt~.. haha i wun forget to settle these things one =)
oh n i'm going to get a new phone today~! yeah.. my phone has been completely destroyed.. from the lcd screen to the keypad to the cover casin.. everything looks so ee now.. i dono why.. but tis phone has always been givin mi problems.. going to take a look at some phones later n hopefully be able to choose one.. heh.. tis is cheerin mi up~

john's bday cum miss sg day n my mummy's big day~

2005-04-03T06:12:00.000-07:00

yohoz.. have been takin a break from bloggin for a few days.. actually i'm startin to find the interestin things i have to write abt is only during wkend.. dono why nothing interestin seems to happen during my work.. it sure isnt coz the pple r boring becoz some of them r rily fun.. n noisy.. n i admit the medical centre i in haf all sorts of pple.. from pple who r sentimental, to those who r quiet, to those who complain abt everything, to those who gossip abt everything.. but i just don haf that 'fun' feelin when i'm there.. maybe its becoz of certain pple there that i find difficult to be myself when they r ard.. i guess i'm the type of pple who don like to tok much when i'm ard with 1 or 2 attention hopper.. n i don rily like them much too.. coz i tink they r fake.. the things they say n the things they do don come from within themselves but to get pple to see them.. yea.. anyway no names mentioned.. but i just feel gd typing out wat made mi feel down in medical centre sometimes.. =).. but at least i noe there r some gd frens there that i have.. okie.. n perhaps i shld try to appreciate the fact that there r a mix of pple in kmc.. haha maybe i shld try~!

okie back to john's birthday.. it was such a nice meal we had at dragon's gate restaurant (the one at harbourfront).. all the nice dim sums we had there with almost all the medics in kmc.. it was like a family reunion there.. n thx to the empty stomach i suffered from not eatin enuff from the dinner the day b4.. i thoroughly enjoyed myself stuffin the food down my stomach.. the xiao long baos.. xia jiao.. siew mai.. plus alot of other food which i cant rmm their name.. but i tink that restaurant deserves recommendation n applause for their gd food.. oh n not forgettin the honeydew sago we had there.. the 2 bowls per desert that we ordered.. it was just fabulous.. i tink its the best desert we could possibly haf at that time.. n yum yum.. if i have the chance now i would just like to taste it again..haha

well after the meal anyway, jackson, jackson's gal, xiaofu, changjin, johnathan, n urs truly went mechmaster at far east shoppin centre to play pool.. that place was hideous.. like a underground syndicate's workin place.. n there were not much pple there.. but anyway probably the advantage was that it is spacious n so we went ahead to play.. den comes the 'thing'.. we were playin n jackson had an idea.. since he was so gd in pool he suggested he n mi have a game, loser get the no. from one of the 3 girls playing opposite our table.. i gamely take him on.. den i lost.. bleah.. but of coz i din go n ask straight away.. i challenged johnathan n the loser haf to get the no of 2 girls there.. den john lost n he's meetin his fren so he went away.. damn..but well.. anyway we continue to play.. den during the last game mi xiaofu n jackson suggested we play 3 person match n loser get the no.. first game jackson won so mi n qingfu had a playoff match, match of our life.. i just lost to him by one black ball~!!!!!!... so i was made to ask.. but being the innocent n shy mi.. of CoZ i DoN dArE tO aSk~!~!~!.. den as time pass on.. even jackson's gal also wan mi go ask coz she wanna see.. omg~.. but i was dilly dallying then.. n jackson made a very big offer.. if i ask all my april duties he will do.. haha that is too much an offer.. den i realised if i don ask it will be very ungamely too.. n all will leave disappointed.. so i mildly went to the girl in black n say " hi, i lost a bet with one of my fren, erm.. n well.. can i ask for ur no?." the girl appeared shocked as expected.. den proceeded to luff.. den say sth very softly.. i tink is.. erm.. name enuff la.. i din understand wat she meant.. but i was already veyr paiseh at that time.. so i tink well.. no no. rite.. nvm.. den i went off already.. den as i was walkin back i heard them like... huh?.. aiyah i dono wat they were expectin.. but anyway tis was a rily paiseh thing.. first time i approached a girl for her no.. kaoz.. like felt so desperate.. but again since tis was a game.. it was still alrite ba i guess..=)

now to miss sg.. i was rootin for my fren rebecca lim as some of my frens will noe now.. anyway i tink she did rily well.. pretty proud of her to get the top 5 spot plus the miss photogenic.. heyz.. for those who watch.. she was rily natural n at ease with herself.. like so original n not actin our a post.. =).. as for the winners.. i tink cheryl was a deservin one.. but abit disappointed with the 2 runners up.. esp the nat.. one.. don like her face.. =(

eh heh.. now backtrackin to my fri activity.. it was my mummy sheau pyng's bday party~.. mi n mt n andy preparing for her mini-birthday party very early in the mornin.. tried to stir up a steamboat n bake a cake for her.. haha it was actually very fun doing these things coz we seldom haf the chance or need to step into kitchen n furthermore to have to set up a steamboat.. plus tis is the first time i'm bakin a cake for my fren's bday~.. haha my bao bei mummy.. u must be touched by all our efforts hor~.. abit wasted u nv cry coz i rily wan to see.. hehe... but can see u quite happy that day lah.. so i guess all our efforts were worth it too~..
n mummy.. appreciate the boi u have now ya.. u noe he put in alot of efforts for ur bday~.. =)

back from a holiday

2005-03-31T05:24:00.000-08:00

Scene of a outfield exercise with Sch of Artillery:
Day 1: Sailin thru the mornin breeze, not exactly lookin forward to the 3 days 2 nite stay in sungei gedong, i felt compelled n even forced to be here.. i nv wanted to go back gedong ever since i went there for my the 1st 3 wks after my bmt ends... my memories of that place is horrible, i rmm that place as a run-down place with unfriendly pple, smokers who smoke in the bunk the whole day, play funky music which i hate every day, practically i was living without aim there, no one in same frequency as mi.. all the smokers who only noe how to smoke whole day n run away from parades, gettin themselves into trouble seems like a hobby to them.. argh.. plus that medical centre got pple who r so weird.. make us do area cleaning 3 times a day.. we workin more like toilet cleaners (special senior: *dInG dInG*) den medics.. yucks.. rily hate that place.. couldnt describe my happiness when i wasnt posted back to that hell hole after cmc.. hah den now with pple like my gd fren johnathan n with nice pple like xiaofu rong rong ah lum shih qiang n bla bla.. life is so much beta in kranji .. at least the pple there share goals similar to mine.. can tok to them more easily bout wat i feel n wat i wan.. n i can understand them beta.. feel its a god's gift that i'm in kranji.. only problem is sometimes i feel jinquan's batch pple still treat their batch n our batch as 2 seperate one.. don like the way when they say.. we one batch u all one batch.. like come on lo.. we all bmt same yr.. shld be tokked abt as one batch of 21sa medics..
anyway back to the 1st day to gedong.. the day started fine.. mi n warrant morinder movin abt in that safety rover to places of deployment.. i was supposed to cover for any injuries.. but i noe there wun be any.. artillery gun movements seldom result in injuries.. n so the day passed fast with mi slackin in the rover, readin my mag n lettin the day pass.. oh n the fun part is the nite one.. the warrant morinder made mi sleep on the stretcher which was fine.. but made mi sleep on the ground, not even in the rover.. damnit.. coz he wanted the back of the rover to himself.. argh.. that guy.. =((
but luckily no mosquitos were ard in our first nite staying ground so i slept well.. n woke up pretty late..hehe.. ard 8 ba

Day 2: the day passed as per normal.. the rover got more n more muddy.. everything got more n more dirty.. n the stay got more n more unbearable, probably due to the heat or the dirt, not to exclude the lack of activities there, i finished readin my advanced theory book, slept more than i do for the last few mths.. still the time seems to stalk.. n the 2nd nite was terrible.. i slept on the stretcher n got attacked by the influx of mosquitos.. when i finally hopped on the rover n got to sleep i tink it was abt 4am.. it was that terrible..

Day 3: finally the last day.. was quite bothered the whole day coz i din got a reply whether my off was permitted anot.. den promised andy n minting tmr i will go help out for apple's bday.. plus got advanced theory test the next day.. dono y jackson nv msg mi back.. sian.. so i msg jinrong.. n my phone fell flat.. rily down... N the day passed slower den the previous 2 days.. the weather was gettin unbearable.. den just when the final parade was going to be held it rained.. so they paused the parade n everyone start waitin.. how unluckily can one get.. luckily the pple there got brain, decided to cancel the parade after 20 min n we went back.. woo hoo.. the end of my 3 days 2 nites holiday.. jackson's version of a holiday.. damnit

sTiLl sPeNdIn lItTlE tImE aT hOmE

2005-03-27T05:53:00.000-08:00

hmm.. its another day out from home for almost the whole day.. started off going home from shiqiang's place at ard 7am after one nite of watchin soccer, eating, n that crazy winnin elevel game where i got so pissed off by shaun at one stage for playin that stupid keep-ball tactics after scoring one goal.. u realli very loseRrrr leh.. eee its so disgusting to play with u.. hahah luckily i still managed to thrash u 5-2 n 2-1 in the last 2 matches we played.. yea.. got one back over u.. haha.. n another gd thing i learn from yest.. thanks yimei so much for believin in mi n not trusting words those two idiots told u yest~.. haha i tink they were just plain playful la.. buay tahan.. sometimes with them realli feel like slappin them but sometimes we just so much laughter together.. ai heng qing chou..hahah..
aHhh.. cant wait for next wk to come.. gonna get the pay from my tuition tis mth den can get raymond to go down with mi get the keyboard already.. resolution for the rest of tis yr is to learn at least 3 realli nice chinese songs by heart n be able to play them on the keyboard.. actually i tink i have been urging to learn piano for a very long time already.. den finally got a chance now since i'm in army n i like have practically nothing impt to worry abt on wkends.. den thx to weibin for initiating the idea too.. w/o i don tink i will go bother to find any piano classes already..=)
.. going ntu find some frens tmr le.. =).. long time no see liao..

mY pRiNcEss SeNiOr's BiG dAe

2005-03-25T13:13:00.000-08:00

HeEz.. iF my sPeCiAl PrInCeSs SeNiOr is readin tis.. happy bDaY~ & hoPe U HaD GrEaT fuN aT tHe bBq today -=P
today was such a hectic day.. gotta wake up at 8+am to eat my mum's breakfast b4 going over jp to buy my PrInCeSs ShIRt.. i din noe the shop only opened at 11, den since i got ard 1 hr to spare when i arrived,i actually went to take a walk ard jp.. look ard the shops n things i liked, probably something that i realli had very little time to do nowadays.. coz of army duties, fren's bdays, little things here n there to do.. so when i had the chance today to go n look at the shops.. like the popular n some clothing shops, i felt quite high.. haha.. den of coz when i saw the shirt i was supposed to buy.. i felt even higher coz initially i was scared it will run out.. =)
anyway i den went to meet my BaO bEi MuMmY's HubbY aKa my adopted daddy.. haha.. the fit n ever protective andy (lim) not lao.. =(.. hehe den we went to look for my mummy's bday gift.. surprising how many pple got bday these few weeks.. guess these few wks must have been auspicious for pple to give birth last time.. =) oh well back to topic.. i was actually surprised by how much effort n idea my daddy put in for my mummy's gift.. hope my mummy realli appreciate the efforts andy put in.. coz i tink he realli went specially to specific shops all ard sg to look for specific things he had preplanned to do for apple's bday.. not just lookin ard aimlessly n gettin wateva caught his eyes.. i guess tis is wat u call effort n sincereity..
uh.. after that of coz must tok bout my special senior's bday~.. nv seen her for so many yrs le.. i tink ard 3 huh.. nv realli change much la.. still equaly cheerful n flashing that smilin teeth wherever she goes.. n of coz prettier den ever le.. hee.. eh even though u were 6 cards away from ur prince charmin (i tink u noe wat i'm tokkin bout rite?) but trust mi ur prince william('s replacement) will appear very soon n u will surely find ur true love soon one.. hehee.. it's not easy to get into the royal family rite?.. haha anyway must tell everyone tis cindy gal realli got great frens.. n the one who speaks cantonese realli amuses mi n andy.. heh.. we tink she's like realli outgoing n frenly.. n her command of cantonese realli impress us liao..haha.. n luckily we got to take some photos together.. must send to mi k?~ we nv met for last 3 yrs.. dono when will be the next time we meet again leh.. hehee..
hmm n lastly.. sorri to melvin keegan n johnathan for being one hr late for the movie la~.. haha i noe u all r very understanding frens rite?~ soli la.. i realli underestimated the time.. n u see like i sae 12am horror show is beta den a 10pm one coz for both u need to take taxi with midnite surcharge, while for 12 am one u actually have a stronger n eerier feelin den the 10pm one.. so don blame me liao la huh.. hehee..
anyway i guess wat i was realli glad is to find to see so many gd frens who i can tok so easily to.. be it andy or the mentoring seniors like cindy or wan xing or my classmates like keegan n johnathan ormelvin( though u all complain bout mi being late but i noe u all just wana nian.. u all r still nice pple la haha
okie.. gotta go sleep soon.. tink keegan n melvin also finishing their ps2 playing soon liao.. i'm realli shag today.. doing things from 8am till now.. 5.12am.. hiakyo.. that's almost 21 hrs leh.. sighz.. n YaWn~~~.. tataa

a PrEtTy gOoD dAy

2005-03-19T09:39:00.000-08:00

oH.. finally the weekend has come.. wat a big change from all the unhappiness me n alex suffered from the past week.. actually i'm still quite pissed off with staff tan threatening us so much over mistakes we done.. maybe now i've accepted the fact that we did committed mistakes but how can a senior medic use staffs like charge, db, post-out, change vocations to tell off pple who r brave enuff to challenge wat he says.. n well.. i did a very bad thing with my ex-txt-oic on friday.. go n kajiao his car.. tink back did feel abit guilty.. but tink its nothing compared to wat he did to us.. n at least we just play abit nv cause any unsafe to his car.. arghhh.. just hate that guy so much

hmm.. but today was such a much beta day.. went out with weibin to eat the porridge buffet at suntec.. den ended up watching him write the application for nsw medicine.. haha tink he may just get in u noe.. but deep inside i don tink he will come back work in singapore if he ever gets his degree in aust.. probably he will just stay there work n settle down there.. n singapore will have one less person called seow weibin.. =)..
anyway the highlight of the day must be at the apollo centre listening to the mini-band play some realli nice chinese songs with raymond ah lum jinquan n one of raymond's fren.. it was so cool listening to them playing the keyboard n singing those familiar songs.. n the best part was.. i heard one of the keyboard player only learnt for one yr.. like raymond says.. he's realli talented.. to play to such level within one yr.. woo~ i must inspire to be like him.. haha next time in ntu hostel play for clement n other frens to hear.. n anyway tis is one of the most relaxing activities i have gone to for a very long time.. just sittin down there listening to free music.. free coz the waiters din notice i came in.. not even with jinquan's crazy attempts to attract their attention so to get mi a drink n make me go home with him.. haha i got skill one okie~~.. n when i left i even purposely went to ask the waitress where is the toilet.. haha pretend like i'm going toilet.. bleah jinquan not so easy to sabo mi..haha but anyway hope next time can go with u all again.. coz i realli like it alot..just that today not enuff time to stay long coz meetin shiqiang after that.. so paiseh hor.. =)..

a much beta day

2005-03-17T05:40:00.000-08:00

well.. today started off much beta.. staff tan coming in at 8.30 den i doing my maintenance work as usual.. checking all the equipments fillin in the duty med bk n den takin out a hartmann solution to prime when i saw him come in.. (i must start to noe how to wayang..hehee like uncle siao like tat.. den one day be soldier of the month hahahah) anyway yest me n alex got a 1.5 hrs preach from staff tan for using a mo's mo paces, a mo who had orded 2 yrs ago but whose account was passed down from batch to batch for 2 yrs.. den suay suay our batch kena caught n screwed.. wah i can realli tok like staff tan now..hahah.. "i'm so full of fire now lah.. i don wan to punish u all lah.. no pt lah.. towkay.. wat u wan to do with them.. scold also scold.. punish also punish.. hahah.. i dono lah.. u see huh.. u cannot just follow everything ur upper study teach u u noe.. if they teach u to rob n steal are u going to follow them?*stare stare stare*.. no rite??" n the classic.." scold scold scold.. den now after i explain to u so much.. do u agree that u r in the wrong.. yayaya.. den if u NoE u r in the wrong why u nv rectify the problem from the first day~~.. wah piang.. can anyone else get wat i'm tinking??"

hiak not tok abt him.. gona go n learn the keyboard piece for 'tong hua'.. haha i tink its so nice.. so sweet.. den the mtv so soothing~.. thx huh teck yian for teachin mi abit today.. i no piano background.. so can read score but not the 'c major bla bla" but i gonna learn it someday.. weibin when u going for piano class~~?

n lastly~.. the last duty i'm doing tis month.. oops n i saw staff tan seeing mi surf net while on duty.. haha luckily i tell him i was plannin to clean the medical centre rite after this.. hiak.. told u rite.. must learn to wayang n gei siao abit..haha =)

iqa check

2005-03-15T08:36:00.000-08:00

after one day to tink thru things.. lettin the frustrations run out.. i still cant get over the iqa check yesterday.. puttin in so much efforts to make everything rite, trying to invent up files after files, books after books, using so much time to learn the directives protocols n treatments, maintainin the treatment room's cleanliness, making sure all equipments r items r well stocked up, n esp spending time to come back on a sat mornin just to do the E-trolley checklist n just making sure that everything is in place everyday.. de when iqa comes, they saw this laryngeal mask that we overlook to put in from the new scale into our checklist.. den found that it was expired.. got deducted one pt.. already very sad.. coz felt that despite warnin from other frens that their mc deduct pts for E-trolley n coming back to work just for it, i still got deducted one pt for it.. n that's not the worst thing.. we got 2 duties from it with Alex being threatened by Staff Tan to put inside DB if not for mi being in the same dpt, mainly coz Alex is O lvl student n staff tan don like him..cant imagine that at all.. being sent to jail just for missing out to check the expiry date of one equipment there.. n have anyone ever cared for the fact that our department score so many pts for medical centre duties n it was such a vast improvement from the previous IQA.. n although Alex got 2 dpts n sometiems i get very irritated when he's not ard.. he still helps out when he noes that i am busy or away.. like he still does care alot for treatment i noe.. den felt so angry for him yesterday.. n then when today the hartmann solution was found unprimed.. becoz of some mixup between duty medics n our side.. duty medics claim that our side primae at 8 am so can last to tmr.. while we claim senior medics want duty medics to prime at 5pm.. den felt so tired n frustrated abt everything that i realli don wan to work anymore.. fine pple tink treatment is so easy to run rite.. go get a spec to run it for few months n noe how difficult it is to ensure everything is in tip top condition.. u tell mi which department is in tip top condition 24 hrs a day...

den today did duty with qingfu.. haha its so nice to do duty with a fellow medic from the same unit.. easy to coordinate things den we geigao each other go n check all the fire extinguishers n blackout box together..haha it was realli funny at times.. hmm dono why.. suddenly feel the medics here r nice n there r indeed pple here who care for one another.. n when me qingfu n john found we were all in ntu suddenly celebrated like found some realli gd frens to go there study.. hiak qingfu ah.. go ntu accountancy with mi leh~~.. haha den we go there n dominate the sch~ haha

n oh ritchie.. my senior in SA mentoring.. wasnt close to him last time but tok alot ever since we discovered we were in 21sa n living in opposite bunk.. drew blood for his ffi ord today.. sigh.. he's gonna ord liao n another gd fren from army going off.. but glad for u u going ord liao.. like u say.. i must be happy u all finish ur 2 yrs in this place.. life isnt easy but just gotta hang on there.. yar politics occur everywhere sometimes jsut gotta tolerate when u don have the rank to fight ur case.. saf is just like this..

a SlEePy mOrNiG

2005-03-12T17:36:00.000-08:00

zzZz.. was having quite a nice little short slp (abt2 hrs) after chattin with alethea until the wee hrs of last nite.. den watchin the barca bibao match on tv 5 until i fell asleep.. but luckily i managed to get up early enuff to come back, get a breakfast from yew tee, n not make sianyang wait for mi too long b4 changing duty.. somehow i tink those takin over from mi on sat n sun r very fortunate.. coz i'm the only one who don mind sleepin in medical centre until like 8.30 or 9 so the one takin over can come very late.. haha but i tink its realli nice to sleep at the mo room's couch.. n i hate gettin up so early as well.. perhaps when u have served the army for some time.. a little bit of sat n sun may not seems as important as it used to be at the start.. esp when we r in that tekong island~
oh n now the 2 other duty medics r all sleepin.. n i am going to sleep after this too.. so there will be no one to pick up phone calls n do wateva miscelleneous there are to do.. hiak.. but wat the heck.. lets all just sleep.. haha n wait for the ndp rehearsal later.. i tink it will be great..

tot of the day: still realli feel like going uni to study already

tHe FirSt BloG

2005-03-12T09:43:00.000-08:00

oh how shld i start tis off? today is just one of the normal saturday that a ns guy xprienced.. got a very strong urge to do something useful..like finishing up my driving course(oh i just signed up my advanced test today n took a practice test which i got 41/50.. sigh.. but i'm almost there), learning tennis with johnathan at shi qiang's place, taking piano lessons with weibin, or taking up my bro's book n start reading abt accounting.. becoz i guess i realised i need to improve myself during these 2 yrs else i will realli waste it..
oh yar i'm supposed to thx tan ching for helping me set up tis site.. haha thanks Mr PoLiCemAn~ hehe.. else i guess i will nv have bothered to try to start a blog liao.. n it was fun going out with u all.. clement weibin johnathan tiger.. though we practically ate n did nothing else it was still very nice seeing u all, joke ard like we did in cmc n spending time together.. u guys r realli great =)